1984 by George Orwell is an
extremely intriguing and satirical book that everyone should read. The book is
set in 1984 and is a satire of Stalin’s communist based Russia. It is extremely
well written and Orwell often uses characters memories against them, rewriting
the past. The book itself is about a man named Winston who believes that the
past may have been better then the future is or will be and also that the
government may actually be the enemy, not the rebels. The government known as
“The Party” doesn’t like this at all. Over the course of the book, Winston
finds his confidence in his aspirations and beliefs to be majorly lessened
gradually.
In 1984 by George Orwell, the main
character Winston starts out by being very confident about his opinions but
then becomes less and less confident. For example, in the book Winston is about
to write in his diary and right when he is about to begin writing, George
Orwell says, “Suddenly he began writing in sheer panic, only imperfectly aware
of what he was setting down.” This shows that Winston was very confident in his
beliefs that The Party wasn’t a good thing because for Winston to even begin
writing in this journal Winston would be sentenced to major punishment. So the
fact that he then began writing and wrote a lot meant that Winston was very
firm on his belief that The Party wasn’t a good thing. Then, Winston becomes a
bit less confident in his abilities and begins saying things like, “Winston had
never been able to feel sure – even after this mornings flash of the eyes it
was still impossible to be sure – whether O’Brien was a friend or an enemy.”
This is important because it shows that although Winston at the beginning of
the book was very confident in his beliefs, he begins to get less and less
confident as the book continues. His confidence level is important because his
confidence is what makes him different from the person who is on the fence
about their ideas and someone who is actually confident about their ideas will
generally be happier and more discreet about their ideas when needed. This
connects back to my thesis because it shows that Winston becomes less confident
about his beliefs and aspirations and some of these beliefs were actually his
aspirations as well because some of his beliefs were also some of his own hopes
or dreams, like the government or the main figure “Big Brother” to no longer
exist. Then, near the end of the book Winston and his partner Julia have both
been interrogated and beaten into submission, to a point where they are slaves to
The Party so to speak and Winston says, “All you care about is yourself, and
after that, you don’t feel the same to the other person any longer.” This is
extremely important because in the middle of the book Winston had a passionate
love for Julia, but now he doesn’t really love her anymore. He sold her out for
his own good. This is important because it shows how confident he was, to sell
his lover out to who he thought the enemy was, I say this shows his confidence
level because he was obviously not confident about his lover’s survival or Big
Brother or the government becoming non-existent. Winston obviously was broken
and had no capacity for other beliefs other then The Parties.
In conclusion, the main character
Winston finds his confidence about his beliefs and aspirations to gradually be
lessened until they are nothing. In the book, Winston starts off very confident
about his aspirations and beliefs, writing in his journal with the knowledge
that it was totally illegal. Then later in the book he confidence was lessened
because he wasn’t sure if one of the characters (O’Brien) was a friend of a
foe. Then towards the end of the book Winston’s confidence in him was totally
broken to the point where he only cared about himself, no longer his lover. In
the book 1984 by George Orwell, the main character Winston goes through many
changes in his confidence levels until eventually, he is no longer confident in
himself.